She blocked me. I knew it was gonna happen. I’m a loser >_<
omg i managed to get a date somehow and it’s tomorrow and im super nervous, i just know im gonna self sabotage :3
haha the universe just had to make me a pathetic, hopelessly romantic lesbian
real (she doesn’t want me and is probably gonna ghost me because i suck and don’t deserve love) :3
wanna die lowkey
they always end up leaving anyways
ugh im tired of crying :3
What made you cry today?
looooooooooooooooooser :D
im so not jealous im like so happy rn and totally not lonely
i don’t know what to believe :3
im sick and tired of being a lover girl if all people do is use and hurt me, why does it hurt so much? Why am I crying rn? why can’t i just be loved?
i have never felt so lonely in my entire life all i want is to be loved
maybe she only wanted me for my body, that’s okay I’m used to it :,3 im a mess
she told me she loved me a hour ago but just told me “i never had romantic feelings towards you, i forced it i hate you” :3 oopsies
critiques? im trying to improve my portraits and find my style
"stay back i got this"
not true :3
i didn't know rock bottom had a basement >_<
when will it be my turn
me? never :3
wtf am i supposed to do
19f looking for new friends to obsess over lol
homework me when
I now have no friends
