My therapist is lying about what she knows and is narcing on me to feds, I already had trust issues.

She knows an alphabet agency is investigating me but denies it, she is also reporting the contents of our sessions to them.

It was bad enough when the "FBI" was listening to me through my phone, but now this. I feel like I can never trust anyone again, plus they refuse to give me Ativan and Ritalin.

Think I'm done and just going to stop therapy and my meds and let things end up however they do.