im losing my mind

i SWEAR my parents just hate me. they put me into homeschool and i havent spoken to ANYONE but them in about 2 years… im not allowed to go anywhere but the store once a week and im slowly losing my sanity. ive been begging them to put me back into in person school so i can atleast go on walks in the mornings (also, my health has been horrible due to me rotting in my room all day, but they still dont give a flying fuck) but ive given up. what do i do :(( i cant even get a job at 18 bcs they wont let me. im gonna have to be isolated for 2 more years.