I can't bear the taste of shrooms anymore.

(marking as spoilers because it's an unpleasant topic and may be disgusting/triggering to some, especially while tripping, so be aware)

for some context, I've been doing shrooms for around 3 years now, and I've tripped abouy 15+ times. I never liked the taste of shrooms, in fact I always really disliked it, but it was bearable. I'd usually grind it really well and mix with something else, so the taste wouldn't be so prominent.

however, on my last 4 or so trips I just couldn't handle the taste anymore. whenever I feel the taste I puke. I get really sick with the smell alone, and i know it doesn't smell a lot. I have changed sourcing, tried friend's homemade, tried dry, fresh and nothing helps. the only way I've been able to consume it is by lemon tekking, and it's still very hard. I've lost about 5g in total by throwing up.

idk what's up. if anyone had similar experiences or any tips, it would be really appreciated.