Fuck

It’s my birthday on Saturday and my best friend now hates me my gf broke up with me and I now got scheduled to works grave yard shift I don’t wanna burden anyone I just need a space to vent this shit out. I’m always the first person to help people out, but I suffer from severe anxiety from childhood trauma. So sometimes I need to not be around people a lot and my foster mom who raised me to be a good man, passed away 2 weeks ago so I’ve been going through a bad patch of mental health and then all of the above happened and it’s just too much for me right now. I’m sorry again for anyone who reads this I just needed to put it out in the universe to help me get through it.