Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid

24M here. Been a problem gambler for about three years. I just had the hardest relapse of my entire life. From being clean for months and months, to losing about 10 thousand over the span of 3 days. I maxed out my credit card, sold stocks to pay it off, gambled that away, and now I’m waiting for more stock sell orders to clear so I can pay off my credit card. I’ve worked so hard to build the life I have only to begin throwing it away. New gamblers, stop now. It only gets worse. If you manage to quit, keep it that way. Relapses only get harder and faster. Time to start rebuilding again. I get paid tomorrow so that should help. I just CANNOT gamble this away. I refuse to let this become my life. I absolutely refuse. Stay strong out there friends. Thanks for listening to my rant… really needed to get this out ❤️