I'm never doing this again. I'm never doing this again. I'm never doing this again.

This is my second and my last pregnancy. After this, my husband's getting the ol' SNIP SNIP and it'll all be over.

This pregnancy has been fucking awful. I have had no good days. And I chose to have my first and second close (they'll be 27 months apart) because I just want to be done and have my damn body back.

Every day I look at how much my body has changed. Every day I don't feel like my self. Every day I look at my husband and have malicious envy at how little hes had to change to have kids.

I just keep this mantra in my head:

IM NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN.