Frustrated that I lost every casual game tonight yet the other night at a pool tourney I basically made the finals

Anyone ever experience this? I’m just salty. Been having a sudden rough day and went to play pool hoping to feel better and I’ve lost every game tn. Yet the other night I played a tourney and had fun and didn’t realize I was playing the final round until I had lost: I played a really good game that night and idk. I just hate that my skill comes and goes