I feel like I will never find my person

I’m watching all of my friends in long term relationships getting married and having a life with their partner and I’m here almost 30f feeling like I’m never going to find someone to share my life with, every one I end up meeting ends up being emotionally unavailable and it just ends up hurting more having to let those failed relationships go. I work shift work which is so hard to plan anything around but enjoy doing activities that you’d think would make finding someone easier but I’m still just here alone and sad.. I think about how alone I am and just start to cry, I just want to be loved by someone again .