Is it okay to sexualise Nazism?

I don't think I can sugarcoat it in anyway... I'm aroace, which means I normally don't feel romantic or sexual attraction. But I don't have a completely absent libido.

It's very embarrassing and I feel bad about it but I tend to feel arousal with Nazis depictions in media, and recently all of them, not the one made to be fascinating.

I'm a LGBT handicapped Anarchist but here we are.... Is it somewhat of an okayish kink since I don't condone the actions or should I seek therapy?

A few of my friends know and they judge me very hard....

Edit: No, this is not bait nor joking. And please develop your answers. I asked the question in the first place because I wanted people to explain to me why it's bad. I think I have a vague moral consciousness It's bad, but I don't understand why.

Please.