Kinda weird as a brown guy

Hey, I’m brown and living in the USA. I bought 40 lbs Runmax rucking vest from Amazon and now that I tried it out in front of a mirror, I cannot avoid but realize it could be kinda unsafe for me. You know, it’s a vest full of black cylinder bags. On a brown Muslim guy. It’s sand, but you know.

Not sure if I can wear this thing outside or in the gym. Can I?