I had no idea just how batshit insane this anime is

So I started watching rezero, reached episode 18 so far, and literally nothing could have prepared me for how absolutely traumatising this anime is. Everytime I think things are going fine, shit hits the fan. Everytime I think things are concluded, a new twist comes and absolutely traumatises me. Everytime that I think am understanding what's going on the table flips over. I think the eclipse from berserk is less traumatising because at least that has an end. This is just watching a teenager be hit with a metal bat going at 300 mph. I can't even trust any of the characters except a few