I HATE BEING A BOY

HI IM 17 AND FUCKING MALE. I HATE HATE BEING AN GUY. LIKE WHY CANT I BE GOOD AT BOYISH THINGS, WHY DO I GET JUDGED FOR BEING TOO SENSITIVE. YES I AM QUITE SENSTIVE OMG. AND WHY OUT OF ALL THE THINGS DO I NEED TO BE GAY. WHY I HATE IT. I GET TOO NERVOUS THAT ILL BE JUDGED IF PEOPLE FIND OUT OR SOME STUPID STUFF. OR EVEN WORSE WHEN I HAVE A CRUSH MY LIFE BECOMES MISERABLE. I JUST HATE IT. I HAAAATE IT