difficult situation.

am i an idiot if i trashing my apartment when the annoying hooker wouldn't stop asking me questions?

she would just always ask "do you want to take a bath?" and "are all your guitars?" and "can i have a drink of water?"

it was getting annoying and for context i (m27) had a terrible childhood, my dad died in ww2 and i had terrible teachers at school so at that point i snapped.

i trashed my hotel with the hooker inside, she ran away and got scared when i threw the tv out of the window and tried to jump out of the apartment.

i feel really bad now, i'm sinking into a deep depression. i'm thinking about doing hard drugs before the next gig but with my obsession i don't think that would be good.