Worse symptoms as you get older?

I’m almost 36 and I swear my symptoms get worse every fucking cycle. I’m 5 days out from my period and I look 9 months pregnant, I’m exhausted, starving but have no actual hunger cues, extremely constipated, none of my pants fit, extreme brain fog and insomnia- Nevermind the irritability and zero desire to be around anyone or do ANYTHING. Every day I have to deal with this shit sucks so bad and I’m so miserable and feel at war with my body. Hugs to everyone here and not to mention the added pressure of the holiday tomorrow and being around in laws and acting happy and chatty 🤦🏼‍♀️