looking for fics where Astarion becomes a weepy emotional mess?

i've noticed in most of the fics i've read, astarion never cries, he gets emotional in other ways, mostly angry, sometimes very sad, but i haven't seen him actually cry and really LET IT OUT other than being angry. looking more for comforting fics. can be happy or sad crying as long as the fic overall doesn't end depressing. having an emotional couple of days and i think i want to wallow a little with astarion but also be comforted in the end.

F/M preference. Spawn only.