I CANT GET OUT OF THE RESTAURANT.

Please don't judge me. I just need an outlet.

I couldn't get out of the restaurant that abused me emotionally and mentally.

For almost 4 years, I was cheated, manipulated and gaslighted. But I just couldn't leave the restaurant even when I wanted out. For all those years, I was patient, understanding, trying to know the menu deeper, even if it cost me my time and life. I had tasted the good and the bad, tried to make a difference, but still, to no avail, I was trashed.

I had the chance to walk away, but the manager pulled me back. Convinced me that everything on the menu will change. I stayed because I love the restaurant, all of its goods and flaws. But after a year, I was served with the bad service again. But this time, I feel like I am chained to my seat, with no way to get out. I wanted to scream, be mad and be wild. I wanted to break every bone of me just to exit this restaurant. I wanted so badly to walk away, but it felt like something heavy was locked on my feet. I wanted to run away and never go back, but it felt like my feet were glued to the restaurant. I just couldn't.

And it's draining. My heart and soul are shattering every single day I stay at the restaurant.

I want out :(