Kailangan pa magmakaawa

I think this is the best and the only sub to post this in. Grabe, kailangan ko pa magmakaawa para magkaroon ng intimate relations sa aking sariling fiancé. LDR na nga kami, kapag dumadating pa ako sa place wherein magkasama kami, sobrang hirap makakuha ng “oo”. I’ve been working out with my body and have never been in the plus size or too letite type of guy, am very particular with my hygiene din bilang professional at need sa work na very presentable, and am very gentlemanly namanto her. Bakit ba hirap na hirap syang um-oo, and more so, never ever initiate. Grabe this makes me feel very, very unwanted, and it’s giving me light on some other people who do. Though hindi naman ako nag eentertain and am not planning on doing so, it just hurts na I could be happily and satisfactorily engaged with someone else rather than this unwanting person. Kulang na nga siguro ako sa aruga.

Thank you.