Even after years of having it, has anyones OCD tried to convince them that they don’t have OCD? That all of your thoughts and false memories are true.

Mine is trying to tell me my false childhood memories are real after years of believing they weren’t. With the people involved Reassuring me 100% that it’s fake. I’ve gotten through all my other forms of pure ocd… which has been about 7. But out of nowhere I woke up and said their is no such thing as false memories… this isn’t a Science-fiction movie. It’s taken me to my darkest place yet and I can’t get out. I feel hopeless. I’m asking people to take lie detector test…