idk what the title should be anyways

ok i didnt knew what the title should be anyway i'm almost 18 never been in relationship and u know never held hands never hugged or anything with the opposite gender i'm okay but sometimes it feels like everyone around me has already had 2 3 ex and i'm not saying i wanna have it already i know i'm just 18 tara i sometimes feel like i cant love or get attracted to anyone i have had crush on some of my friends tara it's only been just to have a sense of a mere feeling of having a crush as mero sathi haru le name lera jiskako vayera matra aaile samma crush vako xa. i'm afraid aaile samma i've never had crush technically you know yetikai manparera koi herne bitikai manparekai xaina. and if the person is hot or cute or beautifull i still am like "oh that person is totally my type or hot" tara kailei crush or attraction ni vayena tf am i in or am i still not old enough to have that kind of attraction. i'm kind of in dillema