I can't deal with this change to Melodie

Holy shit. My mom came into my room to bring me a plate of chicken nuggets and I literally screamed at her and hit the plate of chicken nuggets out of her hand. She started yelling and swearing at me and I slammed the door on her. I'm so distressed right now I don't know what to do. I didn't mean to do that to my mom but I'm literally in shock from the latest Brawl Stars animation. I feel like I'm going to explode. Why the fuck did they retcon Melodie as a lesbian? This can't be happening. I'm having a fucking breakdown. I don't want to believe the world is so corrupt. I want a future to believe in. I always selfshipped her with myself ever since her reveal. I cannot fucking deal with this right now. It wasn't supposed to be like this, I thought she hated Janet in all the other Brawl Stars media???? This is so fucked.