Help me….is it time…

I need some spiritual guidance and advice.. my partner died suddenly in June 2024. The grief and pain is still raw and hangs at the surface of any and everything I do and say. We have two beautiful kids who are also hurting and grieving, deeply. Like many who lose a partner, I’ve tried to fill his missing void w lots of things, some healthy some not so healthy. I have tremendous guilty about some of my actions since his death. I want to contact him and see if we can connect, or at least have the opportunity to tell him how much I love him, how hard I tried to save him, and how I’ll never forgive myself for not listening to him. Thoughts? Anything helps. Thank you 🙏

I need some spiritual guidance and advice.. my partner died suddenly in June 2024. The grief and pain is still raw and hangs at the surface of any and everything I do and say. We have two beautiful kids who are also hurting and grieving, deeply. Like many who lose a partner, I’ve tried to fill his missing void w lots of things, some healthy some not so healthy. I have tremendous guilty about some of my actions since his death. I want to contact him and see if we can connect, or at least have the opportunity to tell him how much I love him, how hard I tried to save him, and how I’ll never forgive myself for not listening to him. Thoughts? Anything helps. Thank you 🙏