Layed Off during Maternity Leave

What a shitty thing. I’m having a hard time adjusting to being a mother and taking care of my baby. On top of that, I get the news that I got laid off with the severance being mere peanuts. I contacted an employment lawyer and seems like everything was legal. I feel very broken right now. It has been so hard to process and I feel like it came out of nowhere even though there were signs. I feel blindsided and feeling very down about myself. I feel worthless. I also feel like a shitty mother because I don’t know how to help my baby sometimes. I hope I’ve already hit my rock bottom but I know it’s going to be hard out there to find another job.