PLEASE HELP ME🙏🏻

I'm a partial dropper—I wanted to take a drop, but my parents denied it, so I'm secretly preparing for JEE while studying in college. I scored 90% in boards, got 84%ile last year (27 Jan S2), and 77%ile this year in my first attempt (29 Jan S1). Even though my preparation is much better than last year, my percentile dropped due to a lack of practice and revision. When solving PYQs separately, I get most of them right, but in mocks, I somehow fail to solve the same questions, which led to an even worse score.

My college is terrible—so easy to get into that I wouldn’t have needed to study at all—and I’m forced to maintain 75% attendance. I just want to leave, but that’s only possible if I score 98+%ile in the second attempt. I haven’t even registered for it yet and am confused about whether I should apply or if it’s just a waste of money. I’ve already wasted two semesters here.

Should I forget JEE and start learning coding, or give it one more try with everything I’ve got? Please advise🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻