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Not What I Expected

I had been waiting for this day for months. JEE answer key was finally out, my hands were shaking as I opened it and figured out what I scored. 112 out of 300.

I stared at the screen, hoping I had done it wrong, maybe my calculations were off, But no, it was real. My heart sank. This was way below what I had expected.

I had worked hard for this exam—late-night studies, endless mock tests, sacrificing outings with friends. I wasn’t expecting a top rank, but at least a decent score. This? This was disappointing.

I sat there for a while, not knowing what to do. My parents were waiting in the other room. I knew they wouldn't scold me, but I also knew they had expected better. When I told them, they were quiet for a moment. "It’s okay," my mom finally said. "We’ll figure out the next step." But I could tell they were a little disappointed too, even if they didn’t say it.

The worst part was seeing others discuss their scores. Some had done really well, and their excitement was all over the old WhatsApp group. I didn’t know what to say. I just muted the chat and put my phone away.

Last night, I couldn’t sleep. I kept thinking—was all my effort wasted? What went wrong? Was I just not good enough? Since leaving my school to do dummy, I've lost all my friends, I did make a small group of friends in my coaching but most of them were guys who ended up confessing to me, and hence forth it was too awkward for me to hang out with them It's been extremely long since I've had a deep or long talk with anyone, i feel like I've lost everything and my heart is really heavy, my sister suggested me to use this platform to seek help.

If you've read this far please suggest me what i should, main bohot zyada troubled hun and i have no one to talk to, if commenting isn't your thing feel free to dm me Thankyou