Why do people take being alive for granted?
Suicide karke bhi kya mil jayega life is short and death is inevitable let it come naturally why do u want to shorten life. Life isn't about money or goals and becoming "successful" it's abt creating experiences while ur here success is not a destination it's an entire journey sounds cliche ik but if u keep chasing smth it'll just seem to move farther away focus on what u have rn because trust me no matter how hard life seems thousands and lakhs of people would be wishing to have what u have right now.
I really don't get the point of suicide like life isn't just abt money or status being rich or poor the moment u shift ur perspective and see how beautiful life actually is and how much more there is beyond these materialistic things is when u'll see the true beauty of living.
Ur asking what's the purpose of life right? look around look at all the beautiful things u get to experience while u r here. Every relation u've built in these past how many ever years u've been alive is an experience in itself. Ek din marna to sabko hai the point is who keeps going and makes the most out of their time here and who gives up just like u and takes being alive for granted.
Ek baar go to a hospital and just look at people fighting to stay alive on ventilators praying that they make it out of there alive. It's always easy to say "oh I'm going to die life's too hard" until ur actually at the verge of losing everything u've ever had.
The decision is urs at the end ik thoda lamba likh diya but I just want u to know life is not something to just throw away when it gets hard learn to fight ur still so young and u still have so many more opportunities it'd be a shame to just kill urself when u have so much potential.
All the best I hope u make the right decision that's it.