I hate talking to guys

I swear to God every time a guy likes me he doesn't actually like me he is just lusting over me even if I somehow get a guy to like me he still doesn't LIKE me he just wants to fuck, I am honestly so done , being a lovergirl in this Era is so hard like istg , and now if a guy shows me even a lil bit of love that doesn't feel like lust I get obsessed with that guy , this happened once but I later figured out that he is like other guys too he also just wants to fuck , everytime i talk to some guy who i have a crush on they legit just end convos with me if i refuse to send pictures of myself , this honestly makes me feel like I can't be loved, this has also ruined a few of my friendships like once my ex best friend's boyfriend was only with her to get close to me because he liked me he told this to her and broke up with her, she hated me after that happened
I hate this generation bhai, now I don't even talk to guys I avoid boys at all cost