i met the worst guy today..

so i was on this discord server where everyone was studying and I needed a study buddy who could talk to me and also study with me. so this guy texted me and he seemed pretty cool to talk to and study with. so like we studied for two hours and then we took a break and we were talking. we talked abt hobbies, interests, neet, and everything. I told him about some drama with a guy. And he suddenly was like why don't try helping him sexually.

I was so creeped out and I was like stfu..and then he brought up this topic of how women love guys unconditionally, he said even if the guys extremely obese or whatever, girls can still be attracted to them but if it was a guy, his girlfriend will still be fat n ugly to him. He talked abt women should always care abt their looks and keep themselves pretty till they die so that they find love. He asked me my height and weight and I was like I'm 5'7 and 59kg and he is was like ew you're so heavy. I thought he was being sarcastic but he was being fr like he was like I'd never be seen with a woman like that thank god u met me online. I was furious. He was like 'this is the truth, guys think that way'

I've had wonderful grades and I am so much more than just a good looking/ bad looking person. I have feelings ? Is everything else I do a waste ? Do i just have to "preserve" myself for the right guy?

I am so glad I met him because this made me realise that it's okay if I'm not in a relationship at 18..sorry i j needed to get this off my chest...