Should I keep trying?

Just blew the remaining cents of my third $200 account. I know where I'm failing, I have like $10k saved money, I have no job just to focus on being profitable and failed miserably. I need to earn money somehow because bills keep coming and them are draining my saved money.

I am indisciplined and anxious af. If u have any tips to help me deal with it, or some nice words ure most welcome.

This is a very very toxic job, I dream to have an abundant life through forex but it's very frustrating to know u are one sh*tty noob project of professional daytrader that can't even control it's emotions.

If u are reading this, I would say you my sincere Congratulation, I envy you and I wish to be profitable like you. U are blessed.