anyone else consistently in limerence (intense crushes)

hi lovely people.

i’ve been struggling a lot with the idea of limerence. It’s basically an intense crush on someone that stems from craving love at your core.

I’m 20F, and I haven’t dated too much. I want to meet my future husband organically. With that, there is this coworker who I believe is an ISTP that I get along with super well. He’s really come out of his shell and we definitely have a good vibe. He can be flirtatious and very aware of my needs. People have told me they think he is interested in me even though the consensus from my coworkers is that he is a weird guy. At the same time, I’m really scared i’ve already been too obvious and I personally don’t chase men LOL.

I’ve had really intense dreams of fantasizing interactions with him and it’s just getting to the point it needs to stop. My friends are sick of me. My journal is sick of me too probably. I’m trying to let Gods plan just unfold for me without squeezing onto my random daydreams.

I’m wondering if you guys have ever had this before and what you did to break free. it’s sooooo hard