Anyone Else Prefer BDSM/Kink Dynamics?

41 year old male here, later diagnosed. I was just wondering if anyone else seems to prefer different kinds of relationship/sexual dynamics and experiences over "normal" romantic types?

I feel most natural and comfortable in D/s and CG/l type relationships and dynamics as a Dominant and/or Caregiver. I prefer both, honestly. I am most comfortable in the role of a Daddy Doninant. And the isn't JUST in the bedroom for me- these things actually are just natural to my personality to the point where I feel like I am having to mask my Dominant/Daddy personality traits constantly. It's exhausting.