Emotional availability from Q

For those who are in a relationship with an alcoholic who is sober, was your partner ever able to be emotionally available to you again?

My Q (husband) is going to SMART meetings and is seeing an addiction counselor. He is fairly new on his road to recovery. I’ve stated before his journey to recovery and several times recently that I feel very alone, that I want to feel emotionally connected to him, that I want a partner and to feel loved. He has told me on numerous occasions he cannot juggle this as well as take care of his own brain right now. I am obviously very saddened by this.

What I want to know is for those still in a relationship with their Q, are they able to be emotionally connected to you eventually? Or will I forever be up against his inner demons? Does your Q share their journey with you?

Planning to attend my second in person AlAnon meeting tomorrow. Bawled my eyes out the first meeting—whoops!