Anyone ever got nudes leaked?

So I’ve been sexting and i guess having e sex with this guy I met off of a hook up app and I’ve sent humiliating videos of me begging (kinky stuff) as well as nudes and stuff like that. None of it with my face in it or at least more than my lips in it. I have a potentially high profile job and I’m deathly scared of this stuff leaking. Do I just ask him not to leak my stuff or do I accept that this is on the internet forever.