How did you deal with Arrange marraige?

I am 26 F, working in mnc with 6lpa.

My parents have started looking for marriage prospects. The guys have a good package of 20, 35 lpa, etc.

This huge difference in package is making me think why will they even choose me. I am yet not sure to get married, and they show me pictures and ask me if i am ready to proceed.

Also this If i say no, they taunt me, if i say yes they say talk politely.

I am really not ready and afraid to even talk about marriage. Although being in tech, i avoided guys as much as possible.

I am not sure how to proceed. Please guide me